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AMONG US 14:51
written December 2015 . nothing mixed or mastered sorry =[ Peace and Love aмong υѕ ( intermittently a poem I wrote titled ‘Trap Apart’ ) ASK ME PERSONALLY FOR THE FULL POEM =] 🅞🅗 🅣🅗🅞🅢🅔 🅔🅨🅔🅢 𝘛𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘵𝘳𝘶𝘦 𝘍𝘪𝘯𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘨𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘯 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘯𝘦𝘸 𝘔𝘢𝘥𝘦 𝘴𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘐'𝘮 𝘴𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘓𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘦𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘢 𝘯𝘪𝘤𝘦 𝘷𝘪𝘦𝘸 𝘎𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘙𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘐𝘯 𝘗𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘦 𝘖𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘖𝘩 𝘸𝘶𝘵𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘢 𝘴𝘪𝘮𝘱𝘭𝘦 𝘣𝘳𝘦𝘦𝘻𝘦 ? 𝘐𝘵 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘥 𝘮𝘦 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘺 𝙄 𝙘𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙞𝙩’𝙨 10 𝙥𝙖𝙨𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙗𝙚𝙙𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚 𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙨𝙡𝙚𝙚𝙥 𝙖𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙄 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙧𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨 𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙡 𝙢𝙚 𝙖 𝙨𝙩𝙤𝙧𝙮 𝙬𝙚 𝙡𝙖𝙪𝙜𝙝 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙄 𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙡 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙄'𝙢 𝙨𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙙 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙛𝙪𝙩𝙪𝙧𝙚 𝙄𝙩'𝙨 𝙖 𝙗𝙧𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙨𝙘𝙧𝙚𝙚𝙣 𝙍𝙚𝙢𝙚𝙢𝙗𝙚𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙨 𝙬𝙚 𝙨𝙥𝙚𝙣𝙩 𝙤𝙣 𝙚𝙖𝙘𝙝 𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙩𝙤 𝙢𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙪𝙨 𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙡 𝙗𝙚𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙧 ? 𝙄 𝙡𝙖𝙮 𝙙𝙤𝙬𝙣 𝙩𝙤 𝙡𝙤𝙤𝙠 𝙪𝙥 𝙖𝙩 𝙣𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙢𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙬𝙚 𝙝𝙖𝙙 𝙩𝙤𝙜𝙚𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙄𝙩'𝙨 𝙖 𝙗𝙧𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙨𝙘𝙧𝙚𝙚𝙣 𝙎𝙪𝙘𝙝 𝙖 𝙗𝙧𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙨𝙘𝙧𝙚𝙚𝙣 𝐈𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐈 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝𝐧'𝐭 𝐥𝐞𝐭 𝐢𝐭 𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐁𝐮𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐚 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐒𝐨 𝐨𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐧 𝐢𝐭 𝐠𝐨𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐈𝐭 𝐦𝐚𝐝𝐞 𝐦𝐞 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐚 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐖𝐞 𝐦𝐞𝐭 𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐝 𝐈’𝐦 𝐨𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐭𝐨𝐞𝐬 𝐁𝐞𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐒𝐮𝐧𝐫𝐢𝐬𝐞 “𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐢𝐝𝐧’𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐢 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐮𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞?” 𝐖𝐞 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐨𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐞𝐝 “𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐦𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐫𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞” 𝐓𝐡𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐬𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬 “𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐰𝐞’𝐫𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐨𝐧 𝐨𝐧𝐞” 𝐒𝐭𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝 “𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐈 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐟𝐚𝐜𝐞” 𝐈𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐈 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝𝐧’𝐭 𝐥𝐞𝐭 𝐢𝐭 𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐁𝐮𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐚 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠
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ESTRANGEMENT 12:58
(𝐒𝐞𝐞 𝐈 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐬𝐚𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐈'𝐯𝐞 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞 𝐚 𝐥𝐨𝐭. 𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐈'𝐥𝐥 𝐬𝐢𝐭 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐧𝐞𝐱𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐦𝐲 𝐥𝐞𝐠𝐬 𝐜𝐫𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐝. 𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐰𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐚𝐭 𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐡 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫; 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐡 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫'𝐬 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬 𝐈𝐭'𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐚 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞, 𝐎𝐡, 𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐚 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞. 𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐈 𝐬𝐚𝐲 "𝐇𝐨𝐰 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮?" 𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐩𝐨𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐞 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐝 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞. 𝐎𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐧.) ______________________________________ 𝑇ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑓𝑖𝑟𝑒 𝑖𝑛 𝑚𝑦 𝑛𝑒𝑤 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒. 𝐷𝑖𝑠𝑠𝑜𝑙𝑣𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑚𝑒𝑙𝑡. 𝑇ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑎 𝑏𝑟𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑙𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑖𝑛 𝑚𝑦 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒 𝑆𝑜 𝑓𝑎𝑟 𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑖𝑛 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑙𝑦 𝑂𝑗𝑎𝑖 𝑀𝑚 𝑓𝑎𝑟 𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑖𝑛 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑙𝑦 𝑂𝑗𝑎𝑖 𝐴 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑙𝑦 𝑂𝑗𝑎𝑖 𝑇𝑜 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑙𝑦 𝑂𝑗𝑎𝑖 𝐼𝑡 𝑟𝑎𝑖𝑛𝑠 𝑑𝑜𝑤𝑛 ℎ𝑎𝑟𝑑 𝑜𝑛 𝑚𝑦 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒. 𝑊𝑎𝑠ℎ𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑚𝑦 𝑓𝑖𝑐𝑘𝑙𝑒 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑠 𝐼𝑡 𝑟𝑎𝑖𝑛𝑠 𝑑𝑜𝑤𝑛 ℎ𝑎𝑟𝑑 𝑜𝑛 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑠𝑖𝑑𝑒 𝑆𝑜 𝑓𝑎𝑟 𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑖𝑛 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑙𝑦 𝑂𝑗𝑎𝑖 _____________________________________ Cᴀsᴜᴀʟ ᴇxᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇs ᴀɴᴅ ᴀ ᴘʟᴀɴᴇ ʀɪᴅᴇ ʜᴏᴍᴇ. Yᴏᴜ ᴛᴏʟᴅ ᴍᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴇʀᴇ ᴏɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴡᴀʏ ʙᴜᴛ ʜᴇ ᴅᴏᴇsɴ'ᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ. I ᴡᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴛᴇʟʟ ᴀ sᴏᴜʟ. Nᴏ, I ᴡᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴛᴇʟʟ ᴀ sᴏᴜʟ. Oʜ ɪᴛ's ᴀ ʙʀɪɢʜᴛ sᴄʀᴇᴇɴ. Yᴏᴜʀ ғᴀᴠᴏʀɪᴛᴇ ᴛʀᴇᴇ ɪs ᴄʜᴀɴɢɪɴɢ ᴄᴏʟᴏʀs ʀɪɢʜᴛ ᴅᴏᴡɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴏᴀᴅ. Aᴘᴀʀᴛ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ɪᴍᴀɢᴇ ʏᴏᴜ'ᴠᴇ sᴇɴᴛ ᴏɴ ᴍʏ ᴘʜᴏɴᴇ, I sᴛɪʟʟ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ. Aɴᴅ I'ᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ Hᴏᴍᴇ Aʟᴏɴᴇ. Oʜ ɪᴛ's ᴀ ʙʀɪɢʜᴛ sᴄʀᴇᴇɴ ____________________________________ 𝙸𝚝'𝚜 𝚋𝚎𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚘 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚊 𝚠𝚑𝚒𝚕𝚎. 𝙸 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔 𝙸'𝚖 𝚍𝚛𝚘𝚠𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚒𝚗 𝚖𝚢 𝚘𝚠𝚗 𝚜𝚕𝚎𝚎𝚙. 𝙰𝚗𝚍 𝙸 𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚌𝚑𝚒𝚕𝚍. 𝙰𝚗𝚍 𝙸 𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝙸 𝚠𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚋𝚎. 𝙰𝚗𝚍 𝙾𝚑! 𝙸𝚝'𝚜 𝚊 𝚍𝚒𝚏𝚏𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎! 𝙰𝚗𝚍 𝙸 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕 𝚜𝚘 𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚟𝚎! 𝙸𝚝'𝚜 𝚋𝚎𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚘 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚏𝚊𝚛 𝙸 𝚊𝚖. 𝙸 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔 𝙸'𝚖 𝚏𝚊𝚛 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚋𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚖𝚎. 𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚐𝚘𝚝 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚝𝚘𝚘 𝚒𝚗 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚎𝚎. 𝙾𝚑! 𝙸𝚝'𝚜 𝚊 𝚍𝚒𝚏𝚏𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎! 𝙸 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕 𝚜𝚘 𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚟𝚎! 𝙸 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝙸 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚍𝚒𝚎. 𝚆𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚊 𝚍𝚒𝚏𝚏𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎.
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APART 09:52
𝐼𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑖𝑡? 𝐼 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑖𝑡 𝑖𝑠𝑛'𝑡. 𝐵𝑢𝑡 𝑚𝑦 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡 𝑑𝑜𝑒𝑠 𝑚𝑒𝑙𝑡. 𝑇ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑤𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑒𝑛𝑑 𝑤𝑒𝑙𝑙 cloѕe мy eyeѕ ғorever we doɴ'т нαve мυcн тιмe нere ѕepαrαтe wαllѕ αroυɴd υѕ ѕepαrαтe vιewѕ υɴcleαr yoυ ѕαιd we coυld worĸ oυт ι'м ѕpoιled ғroм тнoѕe wordѕ ɴo мore ѕтαllιɴɢ тнιѕ oυт ѕαy wнαт yoυ ɴeed тo ѕαy αɴd αll тнιѕ ɴoιѕe ; мαĸe ιт ɢo αwαy cover eαrѕ ɴo нeαrιɴɢ αll тнeѕe coɴтrαdιcтιoɴѕ тнoυɢнтѕ тυrɴ ѕelғ αғғlιcтιɴɢ αғтer αll тнιѕ ғιcтιoɴ everyoɴe'ѕ ɢoт тнeιr owɴ lιveѕ; ιɴclυdιɴɢ мιɴe leт everyтнιɴɢ вe ĸɴowɴ ѕαy wнαт yoυ ɴeed тo ѕαy αll тнιѕ ɴoιѕe; мαĸe ιт ɢo αwαy ℑ'𝔪 𝔱𝔬𝔬 𝔣𝔬𝔠𝔲𝔰𝔢𝔡 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔱𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔢'𝔰 𝔫𝔬 𝔱𝔦𝔪𝔢 𝔣𝔞𝔠𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔰𝔬𝔪𝔢𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔩 𝔬𝔭𝔢𝔫 𝔢𝔶𝔢𝔰 𝔰𝔥𝔬𝔴 𝔪𝔶 𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢 𝔪𝔶 𝔥𝔢𝔞𝔡 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔯𝔢𝔰𝔦𝔤𝔫 ℑ'𝔪 𝔫𝔬 𝔭𝔯𝔦𝔰𝔬𝔫𝔢𝔯 𝔱𝔬 𝔪𝔦𝔫𝔡 𝔄 𝔭𝔞𝔯𝔱 𝔬𝔣 𝔪𝔢 𝔦𝔰 𝔞𝔭𝔞𝔯𝔱 𝔗𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔢'𝔰 𝔫𝔬 𝔰𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔢𝔱 ℑ'𝔪 𝔦𝔫 𝔞 𝔪𝔢𝔰𝔰 𝔰𝔱𝔲𝔟𝔟𝔬𝔯𝔫 𝔞𝔰 𝔦 𝔡𝔦𝔡 𝔭𝔦𝔱𝔠𝔥 𝔞 𝔱𝔢𝔫𝔱 𝔞𝔠𝔱 𝔠𝔞𝔳𝔞𝔩𝔦𝔢𝔯 𝔟𝔢𝔥𝔦𝔫𝔡 𝔞 𝔣𝔢𝔫𝔠𝔢 𝔮𝔲𝔦𝔢𝔱 𝔟𝔞𝔱𝔱𝔩𝔢𝔰 𝔱𝔥𝔯𝔬𝔲𝔤𝔥 𝔡𝔦𝔰𝔠𝔬𝔫𝔱𝔢𝔫𝔱 ᵀᴴᴱᴿᴱ ᵂᴬˢ ᴬ ᵀᴵᴹᴱ ᵀᴴᴬᵀ ᴵ ᶠᴱᴸᵀ ᴬᴸᴵᵛᴱ ᴬᴺᴰ ᴵ ᴷᴺᴱᵂ ᴹᵞ ᴾᴸᴬᶜᴱ ᵀᴴᴱᴿᴱ ᴵˢ ᴬ ᴾᴸᴬᶜᴱ ᵀᴴᴬᵀ ᵂᴱ ᶜᴬᴺ ᴳᴼ ᴾᴸᴬᵞ ᴵ ᴶᵁˢᵀ ᴰᴼᴺᵀ ᵂᴬᴺᵀ ᵀᴼ ˢᴵᵀ ᴴᴱᴿᴱ ᵀᴼᴰᴬᵞ ˢᵀᴼᴾ ᵀᴴᴱ ᶜᴴᴬᴿᴬᴰᴱ ᴸᴱᵀ'ˢ ᴶᵁˢᵀ ᴳᴼ ᴾᴸᴬᵞ ᴵ ᴷᴺᴼᵂ ᴬ ᴾᴸᴬᶜᴱ ᵂᴴᴱᴿᴱ ᵂᴱ ᶜᴬᴺ ᴳᴼ ᴾᴸᴬᵞ
5.
BURIED 02:36
Wʜᴇɴ I ᴡᴀꜱ 15 I ғᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴍʏ ғɪʀꜱᴛ ʟᴏᴠᴇ Wᴇ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴏɴʟʏ ꜱʜᴀʀᴇ ᴀ ʜᴜɢ ᴀ ᴋɪꜱꜱ ᴏʀ ᴀ FRIENDSHIP Tʜᴇɴ ɪ ᴛᴜʀɴᴇᴅ 18 : I ғᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴀ ɢɪʀʟ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴀʀʀʏ. Wᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ɢᴇᴛ ᴛɪᴇᴅ ᴅᴏᴡɴ ᴜɴᴛɪʟ I ɢᴇᴛ ʙᴜʀɪᴇᴅ Wᴀꜱ ɪᴛ ᴍʏ ʟᴏᴠᴇ? Wᴀꜱ ɪᴛ ᴍʏ ʜᴀᴛᴇ? Wᴀꜱɴ'ᴛ ᴀɴʏ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴀᴛ. Wᴀꜱ ɪᴛ ᴍʏ ғᴇᴀʀ? Wᴀꜱ ɪᴛ ᴍʏ ʟᴜꜱᴛ? Nᴏ ɪ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ʟᴏᴏᴋᴇᴅ ʙᴀᴄᴋ Wᴀꜱ ɪᴛ ᴍʏ ᴍɪɴᴅ? Pʀᴇᴅɪꜱᴘᴏꜱɪᴛɪᴏɴ ᴏɴ ʜᴏᴡ I ᴋɴᴏᴡ I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛɪᴍᴇ Wᴀꜱ ɪᴛ ꜱᴜᴘᴘᴏꜱᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʜᴀᴘᴘᴇɴ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ? Tʜᴇɴ I ʜɪᴛ 20 Lᴏꜱᴛ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ꜱɪɴɢʟᴇ ʜᴏᴘᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍ Dᴇᴘʀᴇꜱꜱɪᴏɴ ᴀɴɢʀʏ : ʀɪᴘᴘɪɴɢ ᴀᴛ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ꜱɪɴɢʟᴇ ꜱᴇᴀᴍ Fɪɴᴀʟʟʏ ғᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴡᴀʏꜱ ʙᴜᴛ ɪᴛ ᴄᴀᴍᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀ ᴄᴏꜱᴛ Nᴏ ᴏɴᴇ ᴇʟꜱᴇ ꜱᴇᴇꜱ ɪᴛ ʙᴜᴛ ɪᴛꜱ ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ I'ᴠᴇ ʟᴏꜱᴛ
6.
SOMEDAY 02:34
7.
IDLE, STILL 04:40
【I'm restless. I'm restless. I'm restless. I am restless today.  Pacing back and forth in bedroom blues I feel sort of down.  I don't need anything to take to make the pain go away.  It's melancholy smiles for tonight until I pass out.  Why is this so hard?  Am I so far?  The walls around me feel my presence while I sit idle, still.  I'll save these thought for a few people and only when I die.  It's not as if they never knew it but self reflection filled.  My mind is open to letting go now.  Let's all compromise.】
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9.
LETICIA (free) 01:53
my first memory you were guiding me around in circles you have to leave eventually; it goes full circle if your memory remembers me; i'll see you soon whenever you leave, could you wait for me/ on the moon

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Written between August 2015 and October 2017
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( intermittently a poem I wrote titled ‘Trap Apart’ )
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𝘛𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘵𝘳𝘶𝘦
𝘍𝘪𝘯𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘨𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘯 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘯𝘦𝘸
𝘔𝘢𝘥𝘦 𝘴𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘐'𝘮 𝘴𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶
𝘓𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘦𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘢 𝘯𝘪𝘤𝘦 𝘷𝘪𝘦𝘸
𝘎𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘙𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘐𝘯 𝘗𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘦
𝘖𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺
𝘖𝘩 𝘸𝘶𝘵𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘢 𝘴𝘪𝘮𝘱𝘭𝘦 𝘣𝘳𝘦𝘦𝘻𝘦 ?
𝘐𝘵 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘥 𝘮𝘦 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘺

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𝙄 𝙘𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙞𝙩’𝙨 10 𝙥𝙖𝙨𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙗𝙚𝙙𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚
𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙨𝙡𝙚𝙚𝙥 𝙖𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙄 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙧𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨
𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙡 𝙢𝙚 𝙖 𝙨𝙩𝙤𝙧𝙮 𝙬𝙚 𝙡𝙖𝙪𝙜𝙝 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙄 𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙡 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙄'𝙢 𝙨𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙙 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙛𝙪𝙩𝙪𝙧𝙚

𝙄𝙩'𝙨 𝙖 𝙗𝙧𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙨𝙘𝙧𝙚𝙚𝙣

𝙍𝙚𝙢𝙚𝙢𝙗𝙚𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙨 𝙬𝙚 𝙨𝙥𝙚𝙣𝙩 𝙤𝙣 𝙚𝙖𝙘𝙝 𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙩𝙤 𝙢𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙪𝙨 𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙡 𝙗𝙚𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙧 ?
𝙄 𝙡𝙖𝙮 𝙙𝙤𝙬𝙣 𝙩𝙤 𝙡𝙤𝙤𝙠 𝙪𝙥 𝙖𝙩 𝙣𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙢𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙬𝙚 𝙝𝙖𝙙 𝙩𝙤𝙜𝙚𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧

𝙄𝙩'𝙨 𝙖 𝙗𝙧𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙨𝙘𝙧𝙚𝙚𝙣
𝙎𝙪𝙘𝙝 𝙖 𝙗𝙧𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙨𝙘𝙧𝙚𝙚𝙣

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𝐈𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥
𝐈 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝𝐧'𝐭 𝐥𝐞𝐭 𝐢𝐭 𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠
𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐥
𝐁𝐮𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐚 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠
𝐒𝐨 𝐨𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐧 𝐢𝐭 𝐠𝐨𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐲
𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐧𝐞
𝐈𝐭 𝐦𝐚𝐝𝐞 𝐦𝐞 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐚 𝐰𝐚𝐲

𝐖𝐞 𝐦𝐞𝐭 𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞
𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞
𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐝
𝐈’𝐦 𝐨𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐭𝐨𝐞𝐬
𝐁𝐞𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐒𝐮𝐧𝐫𝐢𝐬𝐞
“𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐢𝐝𝐧’𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐢 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐮𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞?”
𝐖𝐞 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐨𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐞𝐝
“𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐦𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐫𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞”
𝐓𝐡𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐬𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬
“𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐰𝐞’𝐫𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐨𝐧 𝐨𝐧𝐞”
𝐒𝐭𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝
“𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐈 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐟𝐚𝐜𝐞”
𝐈𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐈 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝𝐧’𝐭 𝐥𝐞𝐭 𝐢𝐭 𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐁𝐮𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐚 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠

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𝐒𝐞𝐞 𝐈 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐬𝐚𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐈'𝐯𝐞 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞 𝐚 𝐥𝐨𝐭.
𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐈'𝐥𝐥 𝐬𝐢𝐭 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐧𝐞𝐱𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐦𝐲 𝐥𝐞𝐠𝐬 𝐜𝐫𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐝.
𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐰𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐚𝐭 𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐡 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫; 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐡 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫'𝐬 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬
𝐈𝐭'𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐚 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞, 𝐎𝐡, 𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐚 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞.
𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐈 𝐬𝐚𝐲 "𝐇𝐨𝐰 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮?"
𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐩𝐨𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐞 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐝 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞. 𝐎𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐧.)

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𝑇ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑓𝑖𝑟𝑒 𝑖𝑛 𝑚𝑦 𝑛𝑒𝑤 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒.
𝐷𝑖𝑠𝑠𝑜𝑙𝑣𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑚𝑒𝑙𝑡.
𝑇ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑎 𝑏𝑟𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑙𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑖𝑛 𝑚𝑦 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒
𝑆𝑜 𝑓𝑎𝑟 𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑖𝑛 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑙𝑦 𝑂𝑗𝑎𝑖

𝑀𝑚 𝑓𝑎𝑟 𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑖𝑛 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑙𝑦 𝑂𝑗𝑎𝑖
𝐴 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑙𝑦 𝑂𝑗𝑎𝑖
𝑇𝑜 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑙𝑦 𝑂𝑗𝑎𝑖

𝐼𝑡 𝑟𝑎𝑖𝑛𝑠 𝑑𝑜𝑤𝑛 ℎ𝑎𝑟𝑑 𝑜𝑛 𝑚𝑦 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒.
𝑊𝑎𝑠ℎ𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑚𝑦 𝑓𝑖𝑐𝑘𝑙𝑒 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑠
𝐼𝑡 𝑟𝑎𝑖𝑛𝑠 𝑑𝑜𝑤𝑛 ℎ𝑎𝑟𝑑 𝑜𝑛 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑠𝑖𝑑𝑒
𝑆𝑜 𝑓𝑎𝑟 𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑖𝑛 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑙𝑦 𝑂𝑗𝑎𝑖

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Cᴀsᴜᴀʟ ᴇxᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇs ᴀɴᴅ ᴀ ᴘʟᴀɴᴇ ʀɪᴅᴇ ʜᴏᴍᴇ.
Yᴏᴜ ᴛᴏʟᴅ ᴍᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴇʀᴇ ᴏɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴡᴀʏ ʙᴜᴛ ʜᴇ ᴅᴏᴇsɴ'ᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ.
I ᴡᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴛᴇʟʟ ᴀ sᴏᴜʟ.
Nᴏ, I ᴡᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴛᴇʟʟ ᴀ sᴏᴜʟ.

Oʜ ɪᴛ's ᴀ ʙʀɪɢʜᴛ sᴄʀᴇᴇɴ.

Yᴏᴜʀ ғᴀᴠᴏʀɪᴛᴇ ᴛʀᴇᴇ ɪs ᴄʜᴀɴɢɪɴɢ ᴄᴏʟᴏʀs ʀɪɢʜᴛ ᴅᴏᴡɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴏᴀᴅ.
Aᴘᴀʀᴛ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ɪᴍᴀɢᴇ ʏᴏᴜ'ᴠᴇ sᴇɴᴛ ᴏɴ ᴍʏ ᴘʜᴏɴᴇ, I sᴛɪʟʟ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ.
Aɴᴅ I'ᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ Hᴏᴍᴇ Aʟᴏɴᴇ.

Oʜ ɪᴛ's ᴀ ʙʀɪɢʜᴛ sᴄʀᴇᴇɴ

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𝙸𝚝'𝚜 𝚋𝚎𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚘 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚊 𝚠𝚑𝚒𝚕𝚎.
𝙸 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔 𝙸'𝚖 𝚍𝚛𝚘𝚠𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚒𝚗 𝚖𝚢 𝚘𝚠𝚗 𝚜𝚕𝚎𝚎𝚙.
𝙰𝚗𝚍 𝙸 𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚌𝚑𝚒𝚕𝚍.
𝙰𝚗𝚍 𝙸 𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝙸 𝚠𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚋𝚎.

𝙰𝚗𝚍 𝙾𝚑! 𝙸𝚝'𝚜 𝚊 𝚍𝚒𝚏𝚏𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎!
𝙰𝚗𝚍 𝙸 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕 𝚜𝚘 𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚟𝚎!

𝙸𝚝'𝚜 𝚋𝚎𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚘 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚏𝚊𝚛 𝙸 𝚊𝚖.
𝙸 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔 𝙸'𝚖 𝚏𝚊𝚛 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚋𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚖𝚎.
𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚐𝚘𝚝 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚝𝚘𝚘 𝚒𝚗 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚎𝚎. 𝙾𝚑! 𝙸𝚝'𝚜 𝚊 𝚍𝚒𝚏𝚏𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎!
𝙸 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕 𝚜𝚘 𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚟𝚎!
𝙸 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝙸 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚍𝚒𝚎.
𝚆𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚊 𝚍𝚒𝚏𝚏𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎.

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𝐼𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑖𝑡?
𝐼 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑖𝑡 𝑖𝑠𝑛'𝑡.
𝐵𝑢𝑡 𝑚𝑦 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡 𝑑𝑜𝑒𝑠 𝑚𝑒𝑙𝑡.
𝑇ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑤𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑒𝑛𝑑 𝑤𝑒𝑙𝑙

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cloѕe мy eyeѕ ғorever
we doɴ'т нαve мυcн тιмe нere
ѕepαrαтe wαllѕ αroυɴd υѕ
ѕepαrαтe vιewѕ υɴcleαr
yoυ ѕαιd we coυld worĸ oυт
ι'м ѕpoιled ғroм тнoѕe wordѕ
ɴo мore ѕтαllιɴɢ тнιѕ oυт

ѕαy wнαт yoυ ɴeed тo ѕαy αɴd αll тнιѕ ɴoιѕe ; мαĸe ιт ɢo αwαy

cover eαrѕ ɴo нeαrιɴɢ αll тнeѕe coɴтrαdιcтιoɴѕ
тнoυɢнтѕ тυrɴ ѕelғ αғғlιcтιɴɢ αғтer αll тнιѕ ғιcтιoɴ
everyoɴe'ѕ ɢoт тнeιr owɴ lιveѕ; ιɴclυdιɴɢ мιɴe
leт everyтнιɴɢ вe ĸɴowɴ

ѕαy wнαт yoυ ɴeed тo ѕαy
αll тнιѕ ɴoιѕe; мαĸe ιт ɢo αwαy

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ℑ'𝔪 𝔱𝔬𝔬 𝔣𝔬𝔠𝔲𝔰𝔢𝔡 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔱𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔢'𝔰 𝔫𝔬 𝔱𝔦𝔪𝔢
𝔣𝔞𝔠𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔰𝔬𝔪𝔢𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔩 𝔬𝔭𝔢𝔫 𝔢𝔶𝔢𝔰
𝔰𝔥𝔬𝔴 𝔪𝔶 𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢 𝔪𝔶 𝔥𝔢𝔞𝔡 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔯𝔢𝔰𝔦𝔤𝔫
ℑ'𝔪 𝔫𝔬 𝔭𝔯𝔦𝔰𝔬𝔫𝔢𝔯 𝔱𝔬 𝔪𝔦𝔫𝔡
𝔄 𝔭𝔞𝔯𝔱 𝔬𝔣 𝔪𝔢 𝔦𝔰 𝔞𝔭𝔞𝔯𝔱
𝔗𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔢'𝔰 𝔫𝔬 𝔰𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔢𝔱 ℑ'𝔪 𝔦𝔫 𝔞 𝔪𝔢𝔰𝔰
𝔰𝔱𝔲𝔟𝔟𝔬𝔯𝔫 𝔞𝔰 𝔦 𝔡𝔦𝔡 𝔭𝔦𝔱𝔠𝔥 𝔞 𝔱𝔢𝔫𝔱
𝔞𝔠𝔱 𝔠𝔞𝔳𝔞𝔩𝔦𝔢𝔯 𝔟𝔢𝔥𝔦𝔫𝔡 𝔞 𝔣𝔢𝔫𝔠𝔢
𝔮𝔲𝔦𝔢𝔱 𝔟𝔞𝔱𝔱𝔩𝔢𝔰 𝔱𝔥𝔯𝔬𝔲𝔤𝔥 𝔡𝔦𝔰𝔠𝔬𝔫𝔱𝔢𝔫𝔱

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ᵀᴴᴱᴿᴱ ᵂᴬˢ ᴬ ᵀᴵᴹᴱ ᵀᴴᴬᵀ ᴵ ᶠᴱᴸᵀ ᴬᴸᴵᵛᴱ ᴬᴺᴰ ᴵ ᴷᴺᴱᵂ ᴹᵞ ᴾᴸᴬᶜᴱ ᵀᴴᴱᴿᴱ ᴵˢ ᴬ ᴾᴸᴬᶜᴱ ᵀᴴᴬᵀ ᵂᴱ ᶜᴬᴺ ᴳᴼ ᴾᴸᴬᵞ ᴵ ᴶᵁˢᵀ ᴰᴼᴺᵀ ᵂᴬᴺᵀ ᵀᴼ ˢᴵᵀ ᴴᴱᴿᴱ ᵀᴼᴰᴬᵞ ˢᵀᴼᴾ ᵀᴴᴱ ᶜᴴᴬᴿᴬᴰᴱ ᴸᴱᵀ'ˢ ᴶᵁˢᵀ ᴳᴼ ᴾᴸᴬᵞ ᴵ ᴷᴺᴼᵂ ᴬ ᴾᴸᴬᶜᴱ ᵂᴴᴱᴿᴱ ᵂᴱ ᶜᴬᴺ ᴳᴼ ᴾᴸᴬᵞ

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Wʜᴇɴ I ᴡᴀꜱ 15 I ғᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴍʏ ғɪʀꜱᴛ ʟᴏᴠᴇ
Wᴇ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴏɴʟʏ ꜱʜᴀʀᴇ ᴀ ʜᴜɢ ᴀ ᴋɪꜱꜱ ᴏʀ ᴀ FRIENDSHIP
Tʜᴇɴ ɪ ᴛᴜʀɴᴇᴅ 18 : I ғᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴀ ɢɪʀʟ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴀʀʀʏ.
Wᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ɢᴇᴛ ᴛɪᴇᴅ ᴅᴏᴡɴ ᴜɴᴛɪʟ I ɢᴇᴛ ʙᴜʀɪᴇᴅ
Wᴀꜱ ɪᴛ ᴍʏ ʟᴏᴠᴇ? Wᴀꜱ ɪᴛ ᴍʏ ʜᴀᴛᴇ?
Wᴀꜱɴ'ᴛ ᴀɴʏ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴀᴛ.
Wᴀꜱ ɪᴛ ᴍʏ ғᴇᴀʀ? Wᴀꜱ ɪᴛ ᴍʏ ʟᴜꜱᴛ?
Nᴏ ɪ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ʟᴏᴏᴋᴇᴅ ʙᴀᴄᴋ
Wᴀꜱ ɪᴛ ᴍʏ ᴍɪɴᴅ?
Pʀᴇᴅɪꜱᴘᴏꜱɪᴛɪᴏɴ ᴏɴ ʜᴏᴡ I ᴋɴᴏᴡ I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛɪᴍᴇ
Wᴀꜱ ɪᴛ ꜱᴜᴘᴘᴏꜱᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʜᴀᴘᴘᴇɴ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ?
Tʜᴇɴ I ʜɪᴛ 20
Lᴏꜱᴛ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ꜱɪɴɢʟᴇ ʜᴏᴘᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍ
Dᴇᴘʀᴇꜱꜱɪᴏɴ ᴀɴɢʀʏ : ʀɪᴘᴘɪɴɢ ᴀᴛ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ꜱɪɴɢʟᴇ ꜱᴇᴀᴍ
Fɪɴᴀʟʟʏ ғᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴡᴀʏꜱ ʙᴜᴛ ɪᴛ ᴄᴀᴍᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀ ᴄᴏꜱᴛ
Nᴏ ᴏɴᴇ ᴇʟꜱᴇ ꜱᴇᴇꜱ ɪᴛ ʙᴜᴛ ɪᴛꜱ ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ I'ᴠᴇ ʟᴏꜱᴛ

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【I'm restless. I'm restless. I'm restless. I am restless today.  Pacing back and forth in bedroom blues I feel sort of down.  I don't need anything to take to make the pain go away.  It's melancholy smiles for tonight until I pass out.  Why is this so hard?  Am I so far?  The walls around me feel my presence while I sit idle, still.  I'll save these thought for a few people and only when I die.  It's not as if they never knew it but self reflection filled.  My mind is open to letting go now.  Let's all compromise.】

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